On WideEyedWonderer

I'm a 23 year old student with too many random thoughts and a mild case of middle child syndrome. Now I've got somewhere that I can unleash my thoughts upon anyone who's curiosity I've piqued.


On a daily basis:

I'm still working towards a career so I'm not yet established which makes my life all the more hectic. I don't have a "daily grind" that most people with regular 9 to 6 jobs do. My schedule is highly unpredictable since I have school and a job in which I literally can be scheduled at any time of the day or night, any day of the week including Saturdays and Sundays, and sometimes even in any city I'm needed to work in. Working full time and being a student full time is awfully time consuming and very taxing but I choose to do it because I honestly don't know what I'd do with myself if I had more free time. I prefer to keep busy rather than lazing around doing nothing.

In my free time:


Don't let my tight schedule fool you. I do have a couple hours out of a day to at least enjoy a nice meal or go exploring in areas that I haven't been before. Whenever I find myself without any attendance obligations I generally grace myself with the company of my friends and family. I mostly like to hang out at my grandparent's house to make sure that they're happy and feeling healthy. All the gossip between my grandma and myself is a plus too. The rest of the time I am probably shopping or having lunch/dinner with my sister or my friends. These are the most precious minutes that I spend in a day.

I'm a highly social creature so I'm not there so much for the food but more for the conversation and general banter exchanged between myself and whoever is opposite me. The topics are usually not serious and sometimes it's complete nonsense and everyone is just fooling around. Regardless of what is being discussed, I'm pleased as long as everyone is happy and having a good time. I believe the most important things in life are the beautiful and joyous times you have shared with someone. **More on this in another entry**

Personnalité and Mannerisms:

I've been described as a "firecracker." I can only assume what that connotes. Am I really that lively? I guess I can see where that came from but I'm generally mild mannered. Yes sometimes I'm loud, but I think that stems from being in an Asian family. You have to talk louder than the next person otherwise you will not be heard; although I believe I'm really only loud if I'm happy and excited about what I'm trying to say. I also have to be really comfortable with someone to be like that so if you think I'm loud, it's because you are one of few who are near and dear to me.

I pretty much get along with everyone and it really takes a lot before I even have an inkling of going apeshit on someone. Sure I've made grown men cry, had people fired, hurled people completely out of my life and considered them dead, etc. but such things only occur on rare occasion. Some people just have bad characters and I'd rather not have trash like that cluttering up my life and making me miserable.

I don't like people who are fake, egotistic, or unfair. Liars also don't fly in my book. It's one thing to not want people to know every little thing about you but straight up lying is plain unsavory. I give people plenty of room for redemption if they so choose to accept it and nullify the consequences of their trespasses against me. If you can fall in between these lines then we'll have no problem. If you can't and you cross me, you should just run and hide. I'm a downright tiger ready to tear some shreds. I'll either send someone for you or go after you myself.

These are just some of the principles that I feel I will forever uphold in this lifetime. As for the rest of my life.. it's too soon to tell which step I will fall in tune with. I will just have to settle with going wherever the wind blows.

Moving along with swagger,
WideEyedWonderer